hey everyone

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dont let it slip through your fingers.

so i just finished watching this movie.

i advise never to see it..
it was really cute, but gosh, it just makes you realize that love is somthing special, and if you let it go or never give it a chance, you could live your whole life without the person you truly love.
now the question is, is it really love?
i think if you spend your days and nights thinking about the person, you even pray about it, you ask God to calm you, to make you think straight, but the person just does not leave your head. you'd do anything for this person, even if it means not being able to see them, or seeing them with someone else.
love is patient, kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, its not easily angered.it keeps no record of wrong. it comes from a pretty smart book. the bible. its right on about love.
im in this mood where its like, ah.

i dont know what to do. wait? what if it will never happen? what if im waiting for nothing? then theres the other side, friends, they mess with my head, or they dont mean to and dont even realize what they are doing to me.

yikes. im going on too much about this..ah this is what happends when i have a half day and dont do anything! next time, make sure i dont stay home all day :-p

well people..think about that..in my position what would you do? would you wait for a guy? or. just not think about it anymore? or dont analyz that subject and let life happen? :-p

are boys sweet? or are they bad, throw rocks at them? lol..

give me input por favor..
:)

xoxo
Jillz

hey everyone!

i just wanted to put an update up for those who had qustion or concern..
i made it through..after waiting 4 hours... i was schedualed 4 1.15...didnt get  in until 430 or so..
it all worked, and hopfully this will rid my shoulder of futur pain!
im on vikidine, so im slightly out of it every 4 hours:-p

i wanted to say thanks to those who prayed and thought of me:) it really helped.

heres a pic of my bandages...

ill be in a sling for 2 more days..

thanks again for the prayers!:)

xoxo
jiilz

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valentines

hey everyone. so its valentines day tomorrow..
so im not all into valentines as ewwy-guey lovey-dovey stuff, but hey, its still nice to get valentines from people, even if they are just friends.
i got my first valentines already from my best friends.
they are quite the charmers, i'll tell you that much.

thanks boys, you know how to make a girl feel like a princess :)

i hope your valentines day is lovely..hahas..

xoxo
Jillz

winter retreat pictures people!..check out my myspace too..and i have more pic under my picturess...enjoy!
first. my roomies..

then.my zipline buddies.

kristi,kenz,katie,jess,and me. tubing last night. they built a bonfire on top of the hill for us!

jess,me,jer,and goose. we were a little squished on the tube..oh yah, and jer didnt really appreciate the flash..

tiff and i on the way home!

jess,katie and kristi. strike a pose girls!

so imagine this: but all over. probably one of the most beautiful places to be in the winter.

yes! i got a pic with bill! (and jers hand..)

so i put this up on my pictures already..but hey. we are that cool. it deserves to be in as many places possible.

enjoy people! i have to say..that was probably the best winter retreat..

love to all!
xoxo
Jill